Frostbite- Chapter 14

Chey woke up stiff and naked—with Powell, also naked, draped across her legs. His—his penis was flopping across his thigh. It wasn’t quite flaccid.

“Guh,” she let out.

Her heart pounded in sheer unadulterated disgust. She thought she might throw up. When he’d put his hand on her shoulder, that was one thing, but this—she could not let herself get close to him. Not like that. “Jesus,” she said, her whole body shivering, and not with the cold. She slid out from under him and dashed behind a tree. When she looked again his green eyes were open and staring at her but he lay still as a dead man on the forest floor. “This is not cool,” she said. “This is definitely not cool.”

He didn’t cover himself up. He didn’t even look down at himself. “Don’t be so agitated,” he told her. “You’ve never seen a man’s thing before?”

“A man’s thing? His thing? What are you, twelve years old?” She turned away and covered her face. When she looked again he hadn’t moved. “Put that thing away, please. Now.”

He waited a moment longer. Then he smiled with a certain degree of self- satisfaction. She didn’t like it at all. Eventually he sat up and moved his legs so he wasn’t so—so entirely naked.

“You knew we would be naked when we came back,” he said, which sounded almost like an apology.

“I didn’t think you would be stretched out all over me!”

He shrugged. “I can’t control what my wolf does.”

A new wave of disgust surged up from her stomach to the roof of her mouth. “Oh. Oh my God. We didn’t. We definitely did not. Please tell me we didn’t—”

“My memories are hazy at best. But no, I don’t think so.”

That was some kind of relief, anyway. She clutched her arms around herself, hiding her breasts, and said, “I can’t do this for the rest of my life. Don’t look at me!”

He put his hands up and covered his eyes. “Dzo will be here soon enough. I’ll try not to look at you until you’re dressed.”

She sat down on a soft carpet of reindeer moss. Her arms broke out in gooseflesh, but at least this time she knew she wasn’t going to die of hypothermia. She watched him for a while, watched him keep his hands pressed tight over his eyes, and started to feel a little guilty. She had been harsh, she decided. Everything he’d said had been true.





“I’m sorry,” she said. Her stomach rumbled and she realized that maybe some of her nausea didn’t come from the horror of waking up naked with Powell. She felt like she’d eaten something that didn’t agree with her. With a sudden inpouring of wisdom she realized she did not want to find out what it might have been. “I know you didn’t ask to get saddled with a newbie wolf who didn’t even know how to hunt. I’ve been pretty abominable so far.”

“It’s understandable,” Powell said. “You didn’t ask for this either. I just hope you’ll find it in your heart to forgive me.”

She started to talk. Then she bit her lip hard enough to make it bleed.

She’d been about to take a step in that direction, had reflexively almost said yes, that she did forgive him, but then her old self, her purely human self, recoiled inside her head, squirmed with negation. Not on your life, she wanted to say. Never.

She decided to deflect the subject. Say anything, anything else. “I’m so far out of my element,” she said. “Nothing up here makes sense to me. Compasses don’t point north. This is midsummer, the days last eighteen hours, but it never really gets warm. And these trees. Why on earth do the trees point in all different directions? For my entire life I was under the impression that trees pointed straight up.”

“These did too, originally.” He rolled over onto his stomach, his hands still over his eyes. He wasn’t technically showing her his butt. But she could see it if she wanted to. She told herself she 100 percent did not want to. “It’s the permafrost that does it. That’s soil where the groundwater is permanently frozen, and the groundwater never thaws, not even in summer—”

“I’ve seen a nature documentary before,” she told him.

For a second he looked like he had no idea what she was talking about. He went on. “Some parts of the ground, the shadowy parts, stay frozen all year. Other parts thaw out and turn to mud, which sags.” He held his two hands next to each other, then lowered one, which had the effect of making the other look higher. “The earth around here is fluid. Not stable at all, even if it looks solid right now. It just moves very slowly. If you could stay still long enough to watch it, say over the course of a year, you would see waves rolling through it like on the surface of the ocean. The miners and loggers who used to come through here called this the Drunken Forest.”

Chey rested her chin on her kneecap. “You’ve been up here a long time, haven’t you?”

“Nearly twelve years now. You learn plenty about a place by just being in it and paying attention. I’ve even come to love it.”

“Why?” she asked.

“Well, it has its charms. For one thing, north of the Arctic Circle there are days every month when the moon never rises. Of course there are days when it doesn’t set, either.”

“No,” she said. She caught her breath. This was one of the important questions. One she’d been asking herself for a long time. “I meant, why did you come up here in the first place? Dzo said the main reason was because there were no people up here for you to hurt. Fair enough. But if that’s the main reason, it must not be the only reason.”

“I’ve got others,” he admitted, his voice suddenly rough. She looked around the tree and found him staring at her. “I don’t know if I should trust you with that kind of information or not.”

“Don’t you think you owe me?” she asked. His eyes narrowed and she shifted uncomfortably. “This isn’t just obnoxious curiosity. I have to understand you better if we’re going to be stuck together for the rest of our lives.”

“Don’t be dramatic,” he said, a little too quickly.

Hmm. For once she seemed to be getting through his armor. She decided to capitalize on the advantage. “Isn’t that exactly what we’re looking at? Dzo said it—you can’t let me go. I might go south, back to civilization. Where I might hurt somebody. So you’ve got to keep me close, where you can watch me. This place,” she said, indicating the whole of the North, “is one big prison cell, and we’re bunkmates. You want me to forgive you for—everything. Why don’t you start with a little honesty?”

She could see it was working, that she was persuading him. She wanted him to say it, to admit why he had fled to this frozen place. If he would just confess to what he’d done it would go so far with her. He opened his mouth and started to speak, but just then they heard Dzo’s truck honking through the woods, honking for them.

The spell was broken. “Maybe we’ll talk about that later,” he said, meaning they wouldn’t. She knew that game.

They walked together naked through the trees, Powell in front so he wouldn’t stare at her. She studied the angular shape of his back, the bones that stuck out beneath his shoulders, and wondered if she really could have connected with him anyway. She had to shake those thoughts out of her head. It had worked before to talk about other things. About the weirdness in his world. “Will you tell me something else, then?” she asked.

He sounded guarded when he grunted a yes back at her.

“Will you tell me how you got your wolf ?”

He turned to face her and her arms went up to cover her breasts. He was looking right into her eyes, however. “Alright,” he said. “I’ll tell you that much.”

Check out the previous chapters of Frostbite right here.


Excerpted from Frostbite: A Werewolf Tale by David Wellington. Copyright © 2009 by David Wellington. Published in the Unites States by Three Rivers Press, an imprint of the Crown Publishing Group, a division of Random House, Inc. Published in the UK as Cursed by Piatkus Books, an imprint of Little, Brown Book Group.



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The school's heart is in the right place, but wtf was it thinking. Mind-f*cking 6-year olds? The responsibility of making lunches doesn't rest on any elementary school age kid. The school should have told the parents directly that it was holding an elitist campaign like this.

However, it is a very good idea and would be a great way to instill a sense of eco-responsibility at a young age... as long as the parents knew it was happening.
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When I was a tiny, my school did similar things, but first it sent a letter home to the parents to explain the whats and whyfores and gave them an option to fill out a form for a free, reusable lunch-kit.

I remember winning a t-shirt with an airbrushed cougar (the school's mascot) for not using aerosols in the house.
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So if you fore go the plastic landfilling bag your kid has a chance to win some crappy toy that probably is worse for the landfill, and that they have plenty of in the first place?

Iv'e had clutter issues, and see the teddy bear as jus as worse thing as the plastic bag.
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The school administrators should be ashamed of themselves. First of all last time I looked Ziploc bags were legal to use. There are certainly better ways to teach kids to be environmentally conscious than excluding them from something fun. Besides what six year old makes the decision on how their sandwich is packaged for their lunch? Maybe Manticore was running their household at age six but most of us had parents who made decisions for us. Oh and I would have wanted that teddy bear too.
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Sounds fine to me. And it obviously got the point across. Solution: take the tupperware out of the dishwasher and actually wash it by hand if need be... ie, don't be so lazy.

At 6 I would've most likely cried in a similar manner. Six year olds cry for a lot of reasons. Guaranteed though that I would remember that plastic doesn't decompose and is bad for the environment.
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Where does me running my household at age 6 come into the picture? I'm just saying at 6 years old, I didn't care about teddy bears. I had more fun picking through the gravel drive at my elementary school looking for cool rocks/fossils.

And obviously I meant for the kid's mom to wash the tupperware. If she's the type to use them instead of ziplocs anyway, wouldn't she take a moment to wash one piece by hand? It's not hard. Shit, my family doesn't even have a dishwasher. We do ALL our dishes by hand. Le gasp!
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Soooo making a kid cry is gonna help him be more environmentally aware? This teacher needs to get a life and stop pushing politics in a way that will alienate people. Sick. Anyway, the kid didn't pack the lunch. That teacher could have thought this through a little.
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I keep wondering this with all the push towards tupperware and other plastic containers...although they are reusable...are still NON-compostable plastic and end up in the landfill too. I don't get it. I can uderstand reusable...but it's just creating a bigger plastic industry...just for plastic containers. Which are still abundant and not solving the problem.
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I agree with the heart in the right place but this is the wrong way to go about it.

There are far more effective ways to save the environment than cutting ziplock bags out of your day. Simply by riding a bike 1 day, 3 miles, to and from work you reduce your environmental impact more than a decades worth of save ziplock bags.

Cutting ziplock bags out is the equivalent of driving your Hummer H2 to buy some CFL bulbs and thinking you helped the environment.
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So....sandwich bag=nonono, but what about pudding cups? fruit roll ups? or the dozens of other over packaged snacks that may be packed in lunches. ziplocks can be reused, does teh teacher sell tupperwear? excluding a child because of something THE PARENTS DID, isn't exactly a good thing, kid's probably pissed off that his parents screwed him over for the draw
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More important than any potential environmental issues is the fact that the teacher is potentially ostracizing a child for something that is mostly out of their control. That is cruel. The teacher should be ashamed.
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Any kid that didn't bring organic groat clusters in a hemp sack should have been sent home.

Ziplocs probably harm the environment less than tupperware. I doubt you can get more than a couple dozen uses out of tupperware used by kids before it is broken or lost. Plus no wasting of water or using detergents with ziplocs. More environmental to just use the little plastic bags.
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Shameful. It's just another attempt at social engineering through children. Maybe the teachers should spend more time teaching children and less time attempting to teach their parents.
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Schools are a place of socialization, or "social engineering" as some people put it. Like it or not, it is where kids learn a lot of their social skills and values. They spend 7-9 hours per day there in heavy social contact, so it's naturally going to happen.

The only problem I have with what the teacher did is that they did not speak with the parents first. As noted, six-year-olds do not pack their own lunches, so excluding kids who had plastic in their lunches was wrong - it was not something the kids had control over. By not talking to the parents first, but making the conditions something that relied on the parents, the teacher was being very passive-aggressive,

Rather, the teacher should have talked to the parents and said that, due to environmental issues, they would appreciate if the parents did not use one-use plastic items when packing their kids' lunches.

But what if the parents refused, for whatever reason? Is it then okay to exclude the child from the drawing because of the parents' choice? Absolutely not! If that were so, it would also be fine to pick on the kid with two moms or two dads - penalizing them for a perceived deficiency in their parents.

Tl/dr - The school shouldn't have done it and, if they tried, they shouldn't have done it that way.
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Whether we agree with using plastic sandwich bags or not, I think we would all agree that the teacher should have told the students ahead of time so they could all participate if they wanted.
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Now if they had only sealed the teacher inside a gigantic, tear-proof, indestructible plastic bag for 24 hours, THAT would prove a point!

Plastic kills.

Funny. I expected a story involving political ostracism of gradeschool children to originate in the People's Republic of California.

-But it's actually in Commie Canada.

Well, not far off I guess.

At least the Mom has her head screwed on straight and called them on their crap and for using her developing children as tools.
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The purpose of a teacher is to educate not indoctrinate.

I had a few teachers like this growing up and it's amazing when you think about it: there's a contract between teachers and parents to educate in both places, but if the teachers try to overstep their bounds, there's nothing stopping the parents from doing the same.
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The teacher needs to take it to the streets, the press and the government to try to make a real difference, not bully and traumatize kids to feel less guilty about his carbon footprint.

I suppose with our business leaders acting like Mr. Burns, it was only a matter of time before teachers starting acting like characters from King of the Hill.
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Punishing a child for the parent's politics is nuts.

Also, a tupperware container is also plastic -- much more of it -- and will also ultimately end up in a landfill. So the manufacturing and disposal cost may well equal out. But more importantly, the plastic container has to be washed every day, meaning increasing water use and power consumption.

It would not surprise me one bit if the tupperware container ends up being more environmentally costly if you consider all the factors. And even if it isn't, it's certainly not OBVIOUS what the right answer is.

So yeah, it boils down to politics, and punishing a child over their parents politics that they have no control over. Pretty unpleasant.
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@matt sager

yeah, the biggest problem with the green movement is that people think that the actions of consumers is the major issue

the amount of pollution produced by individual people is so insignificant compared to the environmental nightmare placated by industry

i mean shoot use paper bags if you want but saving one baby bunny is hardly a triumph when the factory down the road kills a million a day

sonic the hedgehog

don't forget to vote
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Buy the kid a really, really nice teddy bear and send it to school with him. Keep using the Ziplocs. And explain that there are cruel people that make kids sad to try change what adults are doing through emotional blackmail.
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There's nothing wrong with sharing environmentalist ideas* with students. Giving them complexes about it? That's all kinds of wrong.

*"you can _______" instead of "you MUST _______"
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Won't someone PLEASE think of the baby seals?

Excuse me. I need to go have my bowl of yogurt-covered lilypad flakes with organic sheep milk now.

Sincerely,

Golden Rainbow Soaring Unicorn Dove Woman
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