Ok, I was the hot girl. I dated model boyfriends. I did really think about everything I ate. My body was tiny and beautiful.
I had a baby. I lost all the weight. Tiny little waist again.
I hit 29 and something went wacky. All the sudden I was so tired and I was putting on pounds FAST. So fast I was getting stretch marks and I was freaking out.
Why could I not lose weight? And what was happening?
It took a while but I found out I had a bad thyroid. And even though I am medicated I struggle with my weight. It is frustrating because I have so much control ove rmy life. But my weight is out of my hands.
At one point I was running the track at the highschool down the street for 10 - 12 laps a day. In the dark because I was ashamed.
I still continued to gain weight.
It is unbelieveable. My dr says eat less exercise more and it makes me want to cry.
No dr believes me.
And then if ever you want some sort of treat. Like say a family get together and there are desserts and stuff. I can't even try one because I know they will all look at me like well no wonder she is fat.
And now I am having trouble with my back because of the weight. And I can;t escape from this body.
Ok, I was the hot girl. I dated model boyfriends.
I did really think about everything I ate.
My body was tiny and beautiful.
I had a baby. I lost all the weight.
Tiny little waist again.
I hit 29 and something went wacky. All the sudden I was so tired and I was putting on pounds FAST.
So fast I was getting stretch marks and I was freaking out.
Why could I not lose weight? And what was happening?
It took a while but I found out I had a bad thyroid.
And even though I am medicated I struggle with my weight. It is frustrating because I have so much control ove rmy life. But my weight is out of my hands.
At one point I was running the track at the highschool down the street for 10 - 12 laps a day. In the dark because I was ashamed.
I still continued to gain weight.
It is unbelieveable. My dr says eat less exercise more and it makes me want to cry.
No dr believes me.
And then if ever you want some sort of treat. Like say a family get together and there are desserts and stuff. I can't even try one because I know they will all look at me like well no wonder she is fat.
And now I am having trouble with my back because of the weight. And I can;t escape from this body.
So dont look at all fat people the same.
I sure dont anymore.