As the popular PSA said, this is your brain and this is your brain on drugs. But what happens when you try to make art when you are under the influence of various drugs?
That's exactly what Bryan Lewis Saunders did for his art project. He took a lot of different drugs and then try to draw self-portraits. Here are the results:
Self portraits by Bryan Lewis Saunders (L) Xanax (R) PCP
dinosaurcity Blog interviewed Bryan about the best and worst drugs he took while doing the project:
The PCP was just as bad. Any drugs that detach your mind from your body I don't care for too much. The PCP day I ate a ham sandwich with tomatoes in it and people kept knocking on my door asking if they could look at my Appalachian Trail self-portraits and I'd get to telling about 20 people at a time all of my hiking stories and showing them all of my drawings and then all of sudden someone would whisper, "Bryan, these people aren't real." And I would flip the hell out! Because even the person that whispered that wasn't real. And then there would be another knock at the door and more people would come in wanting to see my pictures and they too weren't real.
What's crazy is, my friend Audra said that she really did knock on my door and could hear me talking in there but I wouldn't answer it. It was all I could do to draw myself vomiting on PCP, and each time I heaved my face shifted off in stages and red clumpy chunky stuff kept coming out of my nose. I thought my brain was hemorrhaging, but it turned out it was just tomato from my sandwich. Thankfully.
But don't try this at home. Bryan suffered lethargy and even mild brain damage: Link
Don't know much about most of the pharmaceuticals he took, but the mushroom one I can completely identify with. Pretty surprised he didn't do any LSD, MDMA or ketamine given that he obviously has an eccentric supplier.
@jm1656
IGNORANCE
Lots of artists use drugs, and have used drugs to create. It's like a prerequisite.
"Seriously, I heard that that stuff can kill you after inhaling it only once."
Perhaps you'd do better to research this information, instead of blinding following anti-drug paraphernalia. Huffing air duster is bad, and they add a deterrent, but it won't kill you in one huff.
Maybe his next art project can be self-potraits done in his own blood as he slits his own wrists. Or maybe as he's asphyxiating himself.
New low.
i've huffed dust off before, can't say it was the proudest moment of my life but the danger is way over exaggerated. it is denser than air and can settle in your lungs and suffocate you, but that is really difficult to do. this guy did much more dangerous drugs than dust off, for example dilaudid is very easy to OD on, and PCP makes you a danger to yourself and others.
Some of the medications he lists as taking for these photos (namely the anti-depressants/SSRIs/NRIs/etc) take several weeks to have noticeable effect. As such, I have to assume that those portraits are the artist's perception of the drug's effect. It doesn't make the portraits any less interesting or impressive, but it does degrade the value of the experiment itself.
Congratulations on the brain damage. You must have already had brain damage, not to see that coming. Dummy.