High school was an extremely traumatic experience that drove me to attempt suicide on two occasions. Upon leaving high school i never got "better" and remained single, scarred and depressed for the rest of my life. I now refuse to interact with other people and choose jobs where i can minimize contact with others. I rationally understand i have a comparitvely utopian life to most other people (no disease, debt or other problems) but the emotional trauma of those years in high school has never allowed me to again feel joy. I have made arrangements to donate my wealth to bullying prevention and other forms of therapy and counselling for young adults after i end my life later this year.